a blog for you.:)

awwwwwwwww. i cant believe it. we're done. it's over. one year with you is done. it's funny, i still remember all the details, like how 9 people were turned over to me minus 2 plus 1 minus 4 = 5. MY GULAY. haha, nasiraan na ako ng ulo nun coz i had to look and train potential officers in just one year.

Then, 10 more people came in. Cool huh? I'm really proud of you, guys. Super nagwork hard kayo for this (kahit na may konting nakakalimutan like the FLAGS and DRUMS and CD's and etc). I know that you've put in 100% of your time to this, even if it wasnt clear for you at the beginning, i think you;re starting to get the hang of it and eventually take it into your heart.

Kanina was the saddest day of my IC-3 life:( Of all the positions i have, having this position only keeps me alive.  this is the only position that keeps me into CAT.  seriouslyyy, kahit super pamatay sa schedules and all, this is the only thing that keeps me both happy and sad. syempre sad pag hindi kayo ok and all and happy for i dont know what reasons. SERIOUSLY. i mean, ive been happy with the fact that i have 15 babies around. ive been happy that naging friends ko pa kayo more than subordinates. HAY.

so THANK YOU, from the bottom-est of my heart. for all the joys and pains we've shared together, for the sharings na hindi ko ever inexpect na mashshare nyo sakin. kahit na lahat kayo may kanya kanyang mommies na sa days, thank you pa rin, for coming to me when you feel the need to kaya kahit medyo napalayo kayo sakin, ok lang:) THANK YOU for the experience working with other people for a common goal. THANK YOU for the love and support. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING:)

I do want you to know that i really believe in you. Of all the people around you, I'm the first person who'll stand up and defend you, kahit parang nawawalan na ako ng points to defend. but i do want u to remember that im always here, ready to defend you, kahit sino pang makakalaban ko. AHEM. so if u need anything, u can always come to me.:)

If you think you';re good, be better. and if ur better, be the best.:) i know you can be:) and learn from everything that you'll experience TOGETHER. Good luck and JB:)

I love you. I really do.

Love lots,
Ma'am B

a lesson in life...

we dont know what's gonna happen to us tomorrow..

take care of ALL your friends and family...

treat all of them in the most special way...

we dont know when they're gonna be gone...

* i feel really sad and lonely...just when i thought it was the perfect time to do my AP portfolio entry, my cousin and friend and business partner asked me to go to this site and what was in there really hurt me. i know that i should only be feeling half of what hurts the person im referring to. but im having a hard time now. i just found out that she's sick, not the normal sick, really sick. and i really feel bad coz i never took care of her. i mean, yeah sure, i love her so much, but there's just one thing that's keeping me away from her.  if only i didnt care about that thing, i couldve known this earlier. i dont really know what i should do now, i mean, i knew something was wrong before, but i didnt expect it to be this bad. i knew that she wasnt the best she was, but i never bothered to ask her or anything. then i found out about this. and it hurts coz she hid it for so long.  i just hope that there will come a time when i can talk to her heart to heart.

to **** *****: i love you very much! >:D< be strong..just be strong, please...